Nov 2024
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November was a very down month for me. I can’t even remember anything notable that I did – I didn’t go on any trips, didn’t achieve anything, didn’t really push myself. But I’ve been going going going for the last couple months, particularly in August and September.
I got a huge burst of energy from knowing that I needed to move – I felt like I needed to go on to the next thing, and get to the bay like I had originally planned in 2022. I sold my car I moved, all these new things were happening!
And then bad things started happening in SF.. I’ve been experiencing rejection in a lot of ways. I haven’t had much creative energy either.
But that’s okay – I’ve been so active and been doing so much it’s good to have some down time. Some time to myself to recharge. I think I experienced this last year also – staying inside a lot at the end of the year, not leaving the crib. It doesn’t help that I sprained my ankle (and it might be broken?)
I guess there was an election also that I didn’t give a shit about. Whoever is supposed to be in power will be put there, the people don’t have any say in it. I didn’t vote.
I’ve been in a cloud of smoke, hurting for Palestine, and my foot hurts also.