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This is a piece of visual media I created:

The text reads:

IM SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS MY WHOLE SHIT IS ON
RUN DOWN. I HAVE ANTS CRAWLING UNDER MY SKIN AND I CAN’T BE FUCKED TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT WHAT DOES IT TAKE FOR ME TO TAKE CONTROL OF MY LIFE AND DIRECT MYSELF TOWARDS MEANINGFUL WORK??

This image was created by drawing on a piece of paper and using colored pencils, watercolor paint, and pastels to color in.

Then, on the other side of the page I made this painting:

Then I closed this piece on the other side of the page, and drew on the backside of this painting:

Which left an impression:

This image has been created at a time that I am afraid of losing teeth. I feel aimless and depressed.